Today I am sitting in more questions than I had yesterday...
Today my heart is fighting to not give in to the sadness that is lingering around the edges...
Today I am so excited about the vacation that is coming up in two days...
Today I am not overwhelmed by all that I need to get for our trip because we took care of it last night...
Today I am wondering why I asked all those questions yesterday...
Today I am glad my husband was there because if he wasn't I would have lost control of my emotions...
Today my heart feels the loss of that year so much more...
Today my voice feels small...quiet...
Today I am sitting in the realization that six years ago God began to whisper to my hurting heart "I Am. I Am listening."
Today I am trying to make a list entitled "Ten things I know to be true about myself" and I'm failing miserably at coming up with more than two things...
Today I am going to make sure I keep busy...
Today I am hurt and disappointed...
Today my tears still want to come out...but I keep trying hard to hold them back...
Today I am so thankful for my husband...and I'm thankful he took me on a surprise date last night...
Today......all I can do is be me.... and according to my husband "me" is pretty awesome...but it's kinda hard to believe that right now...
3 comments:
1. you are beautiful
2. you invite others to play
3. you cut to the heart of things
4. you are a woman of depth
5. you are a complicated, beautiful mystery
6. you are SPIRIT
7. you are a fierce fighter
8. you are thoughtful, intelligent, and your insights are valuable!
9. you bring brightness and light with your presence
10. you are a GIFT to those blessed to know you.
That's just 10 I came up with in a short minute...
i love you. It's hard to hear that you are hurting; I am hopeful you will find God in this.
you are not alone.
love you <3
I hear that you are hurting.
And I'll echo what Anna said - You are not alone.
Love you too friend.
oh, seeing annas list pop up gave me such a smile! and i hope youre finding more truth about you.
youre hilarious. the survivor guide had me totally cracking up.
and i want to be in the dr who cult. it looks so awesome.
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